13 june 2011

Hi,

Yeah yeah again little missy is writing on a bad day…well u know I really cant help it..its the only
time when I can really concentrate and do a good job wirting, all my neurons are like burned out or
something so all I can concentrate right now is this na..maybe that’s y m able to wirte this well when
sad…

Hmm so lemme tell u why im sad..well actually todays day was full of a few emotions, there
was “wonder” cuz today I awoke to the sounds of pitter patter of the rain on my window pane, it was
so beautiful that I got right outta bed and went and opened up the window just to watch it rain on
the beautiful plants outside my window..yeah I av a wonderful garden just outside my window…its
beautiful and all u can remember of today morning was the beautiful green ness…made my morning...

Then there was the emotion of ultimate happiness…u know extremes of happiness cuz I know I had
made someone feel important today..really improtant..i just wanted that person to know before I
couldn’t tell him nemore that he was so so so important to me… hes been a part of my life for ever..
since I could know him I have known him..and that’s my grandfather.. I wrote him a letter, my first ever
letter I wrote it to him..telling him about everythin and how much he meant to me..and how much I
really adore him...

Then there was this strange feeling I cant put my finger on…that was caused cuz of my sister cuz she had
to read the letter to baba, so she was feeling really strange about it n all…toh dat was dat..

The other of my emotions I dun think they are that omportant cuz though they shaped a huge part of
my day..i don’t feel good about relating them. Ill tell u why I don’t feel good about relating them.. its
beacause they are the bad emotions..the ones that hurt and scratch and burn u from the inside…so I
know its best if you take everythin out n all but truly speaking you cant take such feelings out , atleast I
cant unless its at that particular person themselves..so I guess that’s how I bottle up my feelings…:)..

Hmm this particular post is quite boring, I know that cuz I dun av a story to tell or a plot to narrate…
I just wanted to sit in my lab till 8 in the evening so I am doin this to pass my time and its actually
helping..:)

I av spent almost half an hour here writing this story..now m gonna go to my room and sleep..yes im
hungry but m too angry to eat…its good ill save some money…

Luv n luck.

Ridhi