Hi,
do u know the problem wid life???
its unpredictable..
u dream of something for someday.... n den it all goes up in flames...a bright beautiful day...ur all smiles...n den the dark clouds come your way and u av no idea what to do nemore...
do u understand death and all the things it holds...death is not in just once sense..it has so many meanings that i realize it now dat death is not just one thing...when it comes to death u think of somebody leaving and never coming back...but ill tell u death has more to it dan just this...death is an end that will never have another begining...death has no hopes attached...as long as there's hope there is life...there is a meaning a thought and an attachment...as soon as there's death...its an end...i once had an opportunity to understand death and speak about it in front of a public...and i sat and thought for like 2 min and all i could come up with was a huge blank...u understand what a blank is??...a dead end a full stop with nothing in front of it..nothing to it.. nothing ahead...just darkness and no light...death is that part...death can be death of a relationship, death of a friendship, death of a feeling, death of an emotion...death has so many forms that i dun think most ppl have recognized..
death is beautiful and horrid at the very same time...and when u feel this come to you..this feeling of nothingness...dats death...ppl who wish for death dun wish to die...ofcourse not...they wish for the feeling of nothingness that comes with death..they want the peace that comes wid death...u might say u r killing urself cuz nobody understands u or somebody hurt u or u hurt somebody or u lost somebody...but no u kill urself hoping to get out of the cadge...but u just dun realise dat hope n death dun go together...u just dun get it dat hope is dere only when u live...if death comes den theres nothing left to hope for...if u live then there is hope of sthing getting better...something improving...life becoming beautiful...but if death is ur way den know that theres nothing ahead waiting for u..no heavens doors no hells gates...just darkness and nothing ness...cuz all the ppl who say they understand death and know what dey are talking about are liars...there is no one in the world who lives and knows what its like to die...and no body in this world who knows what it is to die and can tell us the tale...ppl who pretend are lying they dreamt that they went to heavens gate and dat they were recieved by anybody...as long as ur brain is working and you can dream then you do not know what it is to die...all the spirits that roam around us...even they do not know what it is to die cuz they are still stuck in our world...they av no idea what is beyond...and those who av gone beyond cannot tell us their stories we very well know that...we are fooling ourselves if we associate death with hope....we r the biggest fools if we do such a thing...its just a miserable attempt..an attempt of the fpolish...death is the end...and no god is not playing games wid us by not telling us about death.. cuz he hasent even told us about life...den y shd he explain death...
even i do not know what his wishes are...at times we leave all to him and at times we try to do everything ourselves...y?...a frnd wisely said k humne jo kiya hai humara jo past hai hum use soch k ro nahi sakte...and i understood it..cuz even if it is my past..its me who made it my past na...i made those decisions..i chose to make that my past..everything..every bloody little thing was my decision..i chose to do things that way..that is y i am here...past we cannot change all we can make is our own future and our present...make a choice today..live in today...frget the past...jo kiya us samy khud ki khushi se kiya na...kisi aur k bolne pe b kiya toh it wsa ur decision to listen to dat person na..in the end jo kiya aap ne kiya na..and aaj b jo karoge aap hi karoge na...its ur decision dear..always was always will b..it was ur decision yaar always...kisi ki baat aap sunoge ya nahi...kuch b karoge ya nahi..sab aapka hi decision tha na..and abhi bhi hai aapka hi hai...so if ur past is bad its ur fault god didnt make it dat way...n if ur future will b bad..its ur fault god didnt do nething to it...you are your own god..what u do is yours.. what you dun control eg weather storms tasunamis are his work...dats not under your controll..but ur actions are your own..god ne tumhare haath nahi pakde hue hain k nahi tum yeah hi karoge..woh tumhara khud ka kaam hai...so live wid it...everything is ur own fucking fault..if ur here its cuz u made urself b here...its all ur fault..remember that...and if it isnt den its not ur life...
yaar u control only ur life nobody elses...just live ur life...make others smile even if it is for microseconds...but what ever u do is ur choice...choose wisely and do the right thing...an inner voice always tries to tell u wt to do...but in d end its always ur choice...choose wisely...
happy day
gud bye
Ridhi
do u know the problem wid life???
its unpredictable..
u dream of something for someday.... n den it all goes up in flames...a bright beautiful day...ur all smiles...n den the dark clouds come your way and u av no idea what to do nemore...
do u understand death and all the things it holds...death is not in just once sense..it has so many meanings that i realize it now dat death is not just one thing...when it comes to death u think of somebody leaving and never coming back...but ill tell u death has more to it dan just this...death is an end that will never have another begining...death has no hopes attached...as long as there's hope there is life...there is a meaning a thought and an attachment...as soon as there's death...its an end...i once had an opportunity to understand death and speak about it in front of a public...and i sat and thought for like 2 min and all i could come up with was a huge blank...u understand what a blank is??...a dead end a full stop with nothing in front of it..nothing to it.. nothing ahead...just darkness and no light...death is that part...death can be death of a relationship, death of a friendship, death of a feeling, death of an emotion...death has so many forms that i dun think most ppl have recognized..
death is beautiful and horrid at the very same time...and when u feel this come to you..this feeling of nothingness...dats death...ppl who wish for death dun wish to die...ofcourse not...they wish for the feeling of nothingness that comes with death..they want the peace that comes wid death...u might say u r killing urself cuz nobody understands u or somebody hurt u or u hurt somebody or u lost somebody...but no u kill urself hoping to get out of the cadge...but u just dun realise dat hope n death dun go together...u just dun get it dat hope is dere only when u live...if death comes den theres nothing left to hope for...if u live then there is hope of sthing getting better...something improving...life becoming beautiful...but if death is ur way den know that theres nothing ahead waiting for u..no heavens doors no hells gates...just darkness and nothing ness...cuz all the ppl who say they understand death and know what dey are talking about are liars...there is no one in the world who lives and knows what its like to die...and no body in this world who knows what it is to die and can tell us the tale...ppl who pretend are lying they dreamt that they went to heavens gate and dat they were recieved by anybody...as long as ur brain is working and you can dream then you do not know what it is to die...all the spirits that roam around us...even they do not know what it is to die cuz they are still stuck in our world...they av no idea what is beyond...and those who av gone beyond cannot tell us their stories we very well know that...we are fooling ourselves if we associate death with hope....we r the biggest fools if we do such a thing...its just a miserable attempt..an attempt of the fpolish...death is the end...and no god is not playing games wid us by not telling us about death.. cuz he hasent even told us about life...den y shd he explain death...
even i do not know what his wishes are...at times we leave all to him and at times we try to do everything ourselves...y?...a frnd wisely said k humne jo kiya hai humara jo past hai hum use soch k ro nahi sakte...and i understood it..cuz even if it is my past..its me who made it my past na...i made those decisions..i chose to make that my past..everything..every bloody little thing was my decision..i chose to do things that way..that is y i am here...past we cannot change all we can make is our own future and our present...make a choice today..live in today...frget the past...jo kiya us samy khud ki khushi se kiya na...kisi aur k bolne pe b kiya toh it wsa ur decision to listen to dat person na..in the end jo kiya aap ne kiya na..and aaj b jo karoge aap hi karoge na...its ur decision dear..always was always will b..it was ur decision yaar always...kisi ki baat aap sunoge ya nahi...kuch b karoge ya nahi..sab aapka hi decision tha na..and abhi bhi hai aapka hi hai...so if ur past is bad its ur fault god didnt make it dat way...n if ur future will b bad..its ur fault god didnt do nething to it...you are your own god..what u do is yours.. what you dun control eg weather storms tasunamis are his work...dats not under your controll..but ur actions are your own..god ne tumhare haath nahi pakde hue hain k nahi tum yeah hi karoge..woh tumhara khud ka kaam hai...so live wid it...everything is ur own fucking fault..if ur here its cuz u made urself b here...its all ur fault..remember that...and if it isnt den its not ur life...
yaar u control only ur life nobody elses...just live ur life...make others smile even if it is for microseconds...but what ever u do is ur choice...choose wisely and do the right thing...an inner voice always tries to tell u wt to do...but in d end its always ur choice...choose wisely...
happy day
gud bye
Ridhi
"everything is ur own fucking fault"
ReplyDeletevery negative thought , many a things has been done by someone else and makes others life hell . do think wrt victim of some asshole. say rape . the sufferer has to live with it all through his life, few of them do not lose hope (u were talking about) most of them goes to darkness of death (death of all source of happiness) .