13 june 2011

:created on: 6th may 2011

First day im writing on a good day…

M actually happy today and I wanna see what I can write on a happy day..

Well for starters all I feel like is smiling and laughing…but haan mere class mein kuch gande log hain jo k clan hi khele ja re hain n main ni khel paa ri wid them..:(…for those who are unaware what a clan is its counterstrike game mein when you play as a team n all..so the server is made for a certain number of ppl only and nobody else can join it so im always late..lolzz

Lolzz but no worries…hmmm…it’s a beautiful day..how did it start..

U kno what basketball has th eeffect on me that harry potter has…just cant stop smiling and same with volley…debiya sir is like the most surcastic guy iv met n still I enjoy his comments on my game yesterday I was called a lazy basketball player…:(…lolzzz lazy and den basketball player..sahi hai na…lolzz..

Den basky me meiri kaafi shoots ja rahi thi actually they are boys who are playing n all na toh
kaafi bach k khelna padta hai…aaj jaldi khatam karna padega game cuz mujhe bhook bahut lagti
hai…lolzz…specially after a game of basky….

Mujhe kal hi samjah aya k volley k baad ni lagti bhoonk its after basky..yaar itni gandi..my stomach was rumbling..lolzz..

Lifes finaal good I mean haan u know it was horrible before all the pain and ignoring and everything its just dat if I dun c those ppl everyday na den ill b fine…and d games get my mind off things…my days get filled and khatam ho jate hai jaldi jaldi toh its good…some part of me doesn’t want this time to end and some wants it to be over really soon…well

As of today the 6th of may

Ill say I wish my time here never ends…:*

Yes I feel like huggin n kissin everyone..lolzz

I feel good dats all…

I like being complimented on a good game

I just want a rubic cube here so dat I can solve it and yaar dat guy he solverd the full thing and in pretty less time I mean quite good…first time iv seen sum1 do it..bholu bhiaya I think is getting old and he has a lotta things to do true…zyada show off marte hai yaar who…koi ni chaddo..hmm I think ill be goin home alone..wow my first trip alone..niceo…vaise its not hard I mean connectivity is pretty good thru these places and bus mein saman aa jayega itne bags ni honge zyada saman ni hai yaar mere pe…train se ja ni rahi hun toh ill b able to carry the stuff quite easily…3 bags n no lappy bag…

Pata ni kya likhe ja rahi hun…lolzz

Yaar today is a good day…

Love today..:***

LOVE YOU GOD

Ridhi

13 june 2011

Hi,

Yeah yeah again little missy is writing on a bad day…well u know I really cant help it..its the only
time when I can really concentrate and do a good job wirting, all my neurons are like burned out or
something so all I can concentrate right now is this na..maybe that’s y m able to wirte this well when
sad…

Hmm so lemme tell u why im sad..well actually todays day was full of a few emotions, there
was “wonder” cuz today I awoke to the sounds of pitter patter of the rain on my window pane, it was
so beautiful that I got right outta bed and went and opened up the window just to watch it rain on
the beautiful plants outside my window..yeah I av a wonderful garden just outside my window…its
beautiful and all u can remember of today morning was the beautiful green ness…made my morning...

Then there was the emotion of ultimate happiness…u know extremes of happiness cuz I know I had
made someone feel important today..really improtant..i just wanted that person to know before I
couldn’t tell him nemore that he was so so so important to me… hes been a part of my life for ever..
since I could know him I have known him..and that’s my grandfather.. I wrote him a letter, my first ever
letter I wrote it to him..telling him about everythin and how much he meant to me..and how much I
really adore him...

Then there was this strange feeling I cant put my finger on…that was caused cuz of my sister cuz she had
to read the letter to baba, so she was feeling really strange about it n all…toh dat was dat..

The other of my emotions I dun think they are that omportant cuz though they shaped a huge part of
my day..i don’t feel good about relating them. Ill tell u why I don’t feel good about relating them.. its
beacause they are the bad emotions..the ones that hurt and scratch and burn u from the inside…so I
know its best if you take everythin out n all but truly speaking you cant take such feelings out , atleast I
cant unless its at that particular person themselves..so I guess that’s how I bottle up my feelings…:)..

Hmm this particular post is quite boring, I know that cuz I dun av a story to tell or a plot to narrate…
I just wanted to sit in my lab till 8 in the evening so I am doin this to pass my time and its actually
helping..:)

I av spent almost half an hour here writing this story..now m gonna go to my room and sleep..yes im
hungry but m too angry to eat…its good ill save some money…

Luv n luck.

Ridhi