Oh my goodness!!!.... im so tired.. tired of this whirlpool of human emotions. Im actually having a headache. These emotions sometimes go into an overdrive..Gawsh.. how can on small little body that wont be more than a speck on earth hold so much within themselves, every moment a different feeling, locked in itself. So difficult, gawsh so tiring. How does one manage it.... but we are made to, made for and made with all these series of emotions, expressions, feelings, and god knows what inside us.
How does one do it....
to be euphoric and manage to cry at the same time,
feel so lost but still hold their heads together,
be completely directionless but still have hope burning that they’ll get through….
How does one do it....
to be euphoric and manage to cry at the same time,
feel so lost but still hold their heads together,
be completely directionless but still have hope burning that they’ll get through….
List down those emotions??
You must be kidding…k lemme try… there’s “happy” , “sad”, “angry”, “hurt”, “optimistic”, “racial”, “hopeful”, “energetic”, “lazy”, “passionate”, “thoughtful”, “bored”, “brilliant”, “dreamer”, “soft”, “sentimental”, “sensual”, “sorry”, “rage”, “grateful”, “graceful”, “confident”, “lost”….
I almost forgot.. “tired”, “frustrated”, “devastated”, “lonely”, “betrayed”, “jealous”…being some of the ones we are actually “afraid” to be..i cant go on, really, to jot down emotions ..so not possible, cuz there r those that we can only feel but cant express..each day a new experience, each second a new emotion attached to it…how can one simple body, one simple soul feel so much??...its an “ajooba” in my language…
Its really fascinating ..the “rush” I get when I write my blogs and hit publish…the “expectations” of comments and at times the “disappointments” when I don’t get any, then the renewed “hope” dat maybe next time my blog will be better…lolzz
The fun in meeting new people, their expressions of “friendship”, “over confidence” or just plain being “awestruck”… oh so many many many emotions….tooo “tiring”. My mind needs rest, still im feeling something..aah the inclination towards the emotion of “laziness”…gawsh…
But I guess that’s what makes us so special, so unique, so perfect….
These oh so tiring emotions…
cheers
Ridhi
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