25 Feb 2015

Why oh why do you trust them so soon

Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon

You let go so quickly and let them come through

The lights in your courtyard forest green and blinding blue

You drop your walls like there were none

The chains the locks so quickly undone

The towers the chambers the dungeons the cellars

The places you hid from the building tremors

Vanished as you let them, let all of them in

Blown away like smoke, by the silent wind

Why oh why do you trust them so soon

Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon

Don't you know how the last war was lost

Have you forgotten how it left you and your past

Remember again why you put up those towers

Remember again the demise of all your powers

To pick up the pieces and join them again you hid

And again now the key to your door from your hands it slid

Once inside they have the power they have the might

To tear and break and shatter you from inside

Why oh why do you trust them so soon

Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon

Now it's done and destroyed and shattered and broken

No spells can keep out what into your doors you've taken

Now hope now pray that you made the right choice

Is it your joy or agony that makes them rejoice

You shouldn't have trusted in them so soon

Like that traveller who realised he can't drink from a lagoon

Like the traveller who sat thirsty for he let the joy in too soon.

Love
Me

My Prison My Escape 21 Feb 2015 11:46 am

What limits me will set me free
What breaks me will truly make me see
What hurts always mends better
The release you feel when you burnt that letter
A sad movie when you feel low
The tears fall and release the sorrow
The tiring climb to the highest peak
When you reach the top and feel the peace you seek
A book you never read opened when you're numb
Fall into the valley of feelings you thought would never come
My body so frail so limiting so dim
my spirit my soul it protects within
The smile that hides my feelings inside
It makes the world around me bigger and more bright
My mind my unconscious for granted I take
My body my soul my prison my escape.

Love and Luck

-Me

You. 20 Feb 2015 6:52 pm

Dear You,

I am not yet old and I'm not yet grey

But I have come a long long way

I have been in so many roles that when I look back today

I know enough to know I can say

There will be highs

there will be lows

Just as there are beauties

There will be sores

Every moment you live

You create a story to tell

Every moment you sulk

you're only increasing the bulk

Of the weight of the world

That wasn't yours to bear

Of the weight of the ones

Who never for you did care
For whom you were just a game
A trial and error platform
Whom you let in
Whom you trusted too soon

Then there will be the ones

In the shadows they lurk

You have never seen them

You are unconscious to their worth.

Then there will be ones

Who light up your days

Don't forget that you are giving them

The power to darken your ways

People may play an important part

there's a chance

But that they are most important

should be proclaimed a farce

I want to tell you

Who will be true

Who oh who

Will always see you through

Who would hold you

When none else cares

Who will sing more joyously for you

When you yourself wouldn't dare

Who is strong when you are low

Who loves you every step of the way

Who will never give up on you

Who will never betray

Who will not leave you

No matter how much you shun them away

The one bright light

To be by your side

The one silver lining

In the coldest darkest night

I know you're smart

And know what I'm getting too

Yes this one

This one person is "You"

Be kind be strong be wonderful be bright

Be what you wanted them to be

Be Your own delight

Know today you will always have you

You will be the only one who will always see yourself through.

Love and luck

- Me.

A letter to my Friend. 20 Feb 2015

Dearest Friend,

I am writing this letter to you to tell you a little more about me. I am doing this because once I count you as my friend I give you the power to make me or break me. I let my walls come down and once that happens, once I let you into the room that's in the deepest corner of the longest corridor of my mind, I become vulnerable. In that room I am the truest of me. In that room there are no double meanings, no hidden motives, no drama just me.
Once you are in my room know that I have put you on a pedestal and you have a halo on your head. I try not to expect anything from you, but I will always expect to be as important to you as you are to me, I want you to treat me as I treat you. Be true as I am true. I don't believe in gifts, I believe in the intention. I you have the same feeling for me in your heart as I do for you, I will know, and no amounts of gifts can buy me compared to a warm hand and a kind word when I desperately need it. I will always know when you are low, I will scold you for not being good to yourself, but know that I'm only being my truest self to you.
I dont expect you to respond to my every whim and fancy but I do expect you to fulfill your dreams. I want you to be strong and beautiful and wonderful. I want you to prove to me every second of every day that you should be my friend, not by doing things for me, but by building yourself, living for yourself and glowing brighter everyday. I want to feel proud to call you my friend. I want you to push yourself to such an extent that even I cannot catch up. And believe me I will match your passion every step of the way. But only if you do.
Be an inspiration to me, become my mentor, be wonderful, be true be the most beautiful you.

If you can then I will.

 Love and Luck
-Me