Thought for the week..

Happiness comes in many forms -- in the company of good friends, in the feeling you get when you make someone else's dream come true, or in the promise of hope renewed. It's okay to let yourself be happy because you never know how fleeting that happiness might be.

-one tree hill

Saturday, September 5, 2015

4 Sept 2015


Of budding flowers that never blossom
Except on moonlit nights
Of gallant princes and the bravest princesses
They gave it all for a fight
Of singers and dancers
And the melodies they brought
Of musicians and artists
And the instruments they sought
Of turbulent waves and tornadoes in the air
Where ships and planes got lost
Of missing passengers and silent nights
And isolation in which they were caught
Of snipers and pistols and crime scenes
And detectives and murders they got
Of logic and irrationality used
In building up or killing the plot
Of masters and their muse
Of logic left unused
Of beauties becoming beasts
Of harmonies and masquerade feasts
Of ball dancers and lost shoes
Of chaotic lives and mixed hues
Of tempests and back stabbers
Of how to cut open a cadaver
Of a girl whose only wish was to be taught
And more and more this old heart sought
And in my corner the little space near my bed
I realized that I was more alive than dead
The boat I am on was never set out to reach the shore
For in travelling it found more than the 'of'
For in being stranded it realized the treasure it sought
At the shore the others went back and then they lost
They could never come back and go ahead than most
But my boat was stranded and moves ahead
And so it saw more than they ever had dreamt
More and more it can now explore
Deeper and deeper into the labyrinth to go

No sleep no rest no light no shore

- The peaceful Me

Friday, March 6, 2015

4th March 2015

If you find a way beyond what they say
And move through the hurdles put forth
Know well that soon even the guy on the moon
Won't be able to lash out a retort.
The days will be blue the feelings high too
But the trip is sure worth the cost
Be gone! If you're one who thinks it can't be done
Walk off the plank because on you it is lost.
And ye who thinks about the joy the way brings
Come forth and this garland of luck you wear
For there will be so many who will put you through tyranny
And at your will they will tear
But do not lose sight for there lays great might
In the will of the one who won't break
The treasure at the end of the rainbows bend
Is layed out only for the mighty to take
So reach out move ahead or soon you'll be dead
And lie among the myriad others
The flame of life is biased to none and in the end all of us it smothers
So if you find a way beyond what they say
And move through the hurdles that stood
Then the path by no one can it be undone
For one soul showed them she could.


-Me

Monday, March 2, 2015

2nd March 2015



Maybe it's me, I was born this way
To be amazed at all, the smallest things one says
To believe that the world is much more than what I see
To believe things mean more than what they ought to be
The simplest of things the most mundane
So many around me call me insane
Because I think this of that and more and more
For every moment is gold and mending the sore
Everything is an answer to a question I must have once asked
Everything is connected, my future present and past.
The world is a wonder awaiting my exploration
Something’s that I have seen are beyond my comprehension
Believing in something with all your heart can make it come true
It was such a simple task I consciously never knew
The universe around you has feelings like you
Do not ignore it and slowly let it permeate through
It will start simple with the most futile of things
Wait patiently for the beauties the wonders it brings
The day my mind my body my soul
Come together as one that day I'll be whole.
Till then I'll wonder and ponder some more
For there is so much that awaits you waiting for you to explore.

-Me


Sunday, March 1, 2015

A Wrinkle in Time. 1 March 2015

A title I wanted to work on for so darn long and now I have finally done it!
Song playing: I'll meet you there - Owl City


She didn't know him much,
But then neither did he,
The before of their friendship,
Isn't part of their memory.
Heartbreaks and betrayals,
She has seen many,
But broken souls to mend,
She cannot leave out any.
A kind word he needed,
She gave him her all,
Another chance to heal herself,
Would she take the right call?
What if it turned on her?
Another hurt and pain.
What if all she got was,
To lose more than gain?
Get to know some more,
Find out the intent,
Is it her savior more than,
As the savior she was meant.
What joy he brought,
She could mend her broken wings,
And soar above in the skies again,
Oh what joys his presence brings.
And then the dark clouds come,
The rains deluge,
Wings wet heart drowning,
Back towards earth the lunge.
A backup a second choice,
A rebound was she,
Frail and falling now,
She loses her finesse.
Those wrinkles that were in her time,
Create a ripple now,
These wrinkles break the surface,
A wave they form somehow.
They used to be something she could bear,
With a beautiful brilliant smile,
Those ripples that used to lap at her feet,
Couldn't touch her for a while.
But now the waves rise,
High above her head,
Crash and burn and drown,
And now she is close to dead.
Another small wrinkle she sees,
As its light brilliant blue glows,
And she watches as its light,
Against the waves flows.
Breaking the pattern of the ripples,
Breaking the might,
A single wrinkle has come to save her,
Such a humbling sight.
But its path is long and hard,
She is too far gone,
The misery of them all has surmounted,
Too much she has borne.
How will one little wrinkle,
In her time try and change,
When she who mends all others,
Couldn't herself manage.
Either build or destroy,
Only one path can be,
Beautiful or black her future,
No one can foresee.

Love
-Me


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

25 Feb 2015


Why oh why do you trust them so soon
Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon
You let go so quickly and let them come through
The lights in your courtyard forest green and blinding blue
You drop your walls like there were none
The chains the locks so quickly undone
The towers the chambers the dungeons the cellars
The places you hid from the building tremors
Vanished as you let them, let all of them in
Blown away like smoke, by the silent wind
Why oh why do you trust them so soon
Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon
Don't you know how the last war was lost
Have you forgotten how it left you and your past
Remember again why you put up those towers
Remember again the demise of all your powers
To pick up the pieces and join them again you hid
And again now the key to your door from your hands it slid
Once inside they have the power they have the might
To tear and break and shatter you from inside
Why oh why do you trust them so soon
Like a traveller in a desert drinking from a lagoon
Now it's done and destroyed and shattered and broken
No spells can keep out what into your doors you've taken
Now hope now pray that you made the right choice
Is it your joy or agony that makes them rejoice
You shouldn't have trusted in them so soon
Like that traveller who realised he can't drink from a lagoon
Like the traveller who sat thirsty for he let the joy in too soon.

Love
Me

Friday, February 20, 2015

My Prison My Escape 21 Feb 2015 11:46 am


What limits me will set me free
What breaks me will truly make me see
What hurts always mends better
The release you feel when you burnt that letter
A sad movie when you feel low
The tears fall and release the sorrow
The tiring climb to the highest peak
When you reach the top and feel the peace you seek
A book you never read opened when you're numb
Fall into the valley of feelings you thought would never come
My body so frail so limiting so dim
my spirit my soul it protects within
The smile that hides my feelings inside
It makes the world around me bigger and more bright
My mind my unconscious for granted I take
My body my soul my prison my escape.

Love and Luck

-Me

You. 20 Feb 2015 6:52 pm

Dear You,

I am not yet old and I'm not yet grey
But I have come a long long way
I have been in so many roles that when I look back today
I know enough to know I can say
There will be highs
there will be lows
Just as there are beauties
There will be sores
Every moment you live
You create a story to tell
Every moment you sulk
you're only increasing the bulk
Of the weight of the world
That wasn't yours to bear
Of the weight of the ones
Who never for you did care
For whom you were just a game
A trial and error platform
Whom you let in
Whom you trusted too soon
Then there will be the ones
In the shadows they lurk
You have never seen them
You are unconscious to their worth.
Then there will be ones
Who light up your days
Don't forget that you are giving them
The power to darken your ways
People may play an important part
there's a chance
But that they are most important
should be proclaimed a farce
I want to tell you
Who will be true
Who oh who
Will always see you through
Who would hold you
When none else cares
Who will sing more joyously for you
When you yourself wouldn't dare
Who is strong when you are low
Who loves you every step of the way
Who will never give up on you
Who will never betray
Who will not leave you
No matter how much you shun them away
The one bright light
To be by your side
The one silver lining
In the coldest darkest night
I know you're smart
And know what I'm getting too
Yes this one
This one person is "You"

Be kind be strong be wonderful be bright
Be what you wanted them to be
Be Your own delight
Know today you will always have you
You will be the only one who will always see yourself through.

Love and luck
- Me.